Shades of Gray

I have a lot going on in my life right now. Being an open book is something that is not always easy but something that is important. My spiritual walk has took a mighty turn downward over the last couple of years. Different things, such as spiritual warfare, have made spiritually cold or distant.

Lately I have been trying to turn from my complacency. I find that this has left in a spiritual gray area. I do not like it. I find that it is better to be on one side or the other. It makes me feel better that I am trying but twice as bad when I fail. It an horrible feeling and I really have the desire to get my spiritual walk back to the right place.  It something I really need right now since I have to make all of these huge life and school decision right now.

Just my late night/early morning rambles. Here's hoping to keep away from the dark, turn from gray, and shoot for the rainbows in my spiritual life.